The Villainess Who Could See the Audience

Chapter 1

During a truth-or-dare game, I sent my boyfriend a photo of two red lines.

He replied instantly: "?"

Before I could explain, I saw the danmaku comments floating before my eyes.

[The male lead feels sorry for the female lead, he got a vasectomy for her long ago. The supporting female character is so stupid, trying to climb the ranks with a fake pregnancy photo.]

[LMAO! How could the male lead possibly let anyone other than the female lead bear his child?]

[Exactly, the night before the female lead went abroad, the male lead was so ruthless in bed, tsk...]

[With the supporting character, it's purely just to satisfy his physical needs.]

Watching the "typing..." indicator that lasted for three whole minutes on his side,

I silently clicked withdraw.

"Sent to the wrong person, it's not yours."

In that moment, the world seemed to press pause, leaving only my friends looking at each other in astonishment.

"Wen Sui, are you really going this far?"

"We were still hoping to see Brother Yu cry tears of joy and propose on the spot."

"And here you are, putting a green hat on his head with just one sentence."

The one who first suggested sending the "two red lines" internet photo was my best friend.

She knew I desperately wanted to marry Shen Yu, which is why she used the truth-or-dare game to help me test him.

I never expected I would pull something like this.

"Sui, ah, no matter how much Brother Yu dotes on you, you can't play like this, right?"

"Have you forgotten how hard it was to chase him? Now that you've got him, you've forgotten everything?"

How could I forget?

After all, he was the campus heartthrob of A University and physics genius, the famous young master of the Shen family from Beijing—Shen Yu.

Though he had a face that could make anyone fall in love at first sight, he inexplicably kept his distance from women.

He was even as pure as a blank slate when it came to matters between men and women.

Trembling during hugs, shedding tears during kisses, even when aroused, the corners of his eyes would take on a sickly red flush.

I often couldn't help but stop to look at him, to praise him.

He would always awkwardly avert his eyes,

Raising a hand to cover his tear-filled eyes.

Even his voice would be thick with emotion: "Sui Sui... don't look at me... and don't praise me anymore, this feels so strange."

My friends said I had found a treasure.

I secretly rejoiced too.

But only now did I know.

That such a cold and pure person could have such an extremely wild side in someone else's bed.

[The supporting character is ridiculous, she has to seduce him for ages before the male lead will bother with her.]

[Unlike back then, when the female lead secretly went abroad, the male lead chased after her like a madman, locked her in a dark room for three days and nights of play, tortured her until she could barely stand.]

[Thankfully, the female lead is returning tonight! The most anticipated broken mirror reunion time is here!]

[Clown supporting character, hurry up and get off the stage!]

...

My heart grew cold as I looked away.

My mind raced through our memories.

Only then did I realize that Shen Yu had truly never initiated anything.

Several times, when I tried to keep him from showering, he would pinch my cheek with red ears:

"Sui Sui, no matter how much you like me, you need to show some restraint."

I had mistaken this for "purity" and "shyness," never considering that it might be "dislike."

At least, not physical attraction.

In the car, my best friend noticed something was off with me: "Wen Sui, did you block Shen Yu?"

"His calls are coming to me now."

She waved her phone screen, about to answer.

I hung up immediately: "We didn't have a fight, I unilaterally broke up with him."

Chapter 2

"Why did you break up with him?" My best friend was so shocked her CPU was overheating.

"Did Shen Yu cheat on you? Or did he get ugly? Not pure anymore? Or maybe, you found someone new and got tired of the old?"

I didn't know how to explain either.

How could I possibly say

that I just discovered this world is actually a "broken mirror reunion novel"?

The male lead is the proud son of heaven, Shen Yu.

And his destined partner isn't me, but the Luo family's young miss who has returned from completing her studies, his childhood sweetheart, Luo Yunchu.

According to the plot.

After tonight, I would completely degenerate into a vicious woman.

Not only would I shamelessly cling to the male lead, I would also secretly send "bed photos" of me and the male lead to the female lead, again and again making her sad and refusing to reconcile.

Ultimately exhausting the male lead's shred of guilt toward me.

He would view me as dirt and ants, using the Shen Corporation to suppress my father's company.

The company would go bankrupt with massive debts, my father would go to jail, my mother would jump from a building.

I would be forced to accompany clients at bars, selling my body to pay off debts.

...

I smiled bitterly, why bother?

Just for a Shen Yu, he wasn't worth trading my family and future for.

So I explained to my best friend: "Nothing, I just got tired of him."

"What's the use of being good-looking? He's useless in bed, only knows one position, terribly boring."

"Worse than a male escort!"

As soon as I said this, the car fell into an eerie silence.

Normally at times like this, my best friend should have immediately agreed with me, but now she kept shaking her head at me, signaling me to stop talking.

I looked down.

The phone screen showed: "In a call"

Contact name: "Shen Yu"

It's over!

Shen Yu heard everything I said.

I was so scared I immediately fell silent.

Soon, he broke the silence from the other end.

"Wen Sui, this is your reason for dumping me and finding someone else?"

His words carried a bone-chilling coldness.

And a sound of uncontrollable laughter.

Shen Yu said: "And how would you know I only know one position?"

Chapter 3

Even the coldest of men have their pride.

Besides, the danmaku had said he and the female lead were extremely wild for three days and nights.

So I chickened out, not going to Shen Yu's residence, secretly moving back to the school dormitory instead.

It wasn't that I was afraid he would force himself on me.

After all, the female lead was back, he should be keeping himself pure for her.

I was just a bit scared.

Just one bed photo was enough for the male lead to destroy my family.

So what would be the consequences of spreading rumors about his poor performance in bed, and having him overhear it personally?

When I returned to the dorm, my roommate was very surprised.

"Wen Sui, didn't you move in with Shen Yu?"

I couldn't be bothered to explain, casually making up an excuse.

"Graduation is coming soon, I need to prepare my thesis."

My roommate clicked her tongue: "Got it, balancing academics and love, worthy of being our department's beauty queen."

But I couldn't smile.

According to the danmaku—

I would later spread rumors on the school forum, saying Luo Yunchu was the other woman.

Making Luo Yunchu cry.

The male lead would feel sorry for her, immediately pressure the school administration, not only discovering my thesis was plagiarized but also expelling me.

And without a bachelor's degree, I couldn't find a decent job, so I had to work at bars.

During this time, I encountered the male lead booking the entire place.

He would actually look down on me from above, making me serve a greasy bald man.

Later I found out, that was Luo Yunchu's father.

The more I thought about it, the more wronged I felt.

Even as an ex-girlfriend, we had been in a relationship, how could Shen Yu be so cruel?

There was a notification from my Moments.

I clicked to see it was from my rival, Shen Wei.

She was Shen Yu's cousin and had always felt I wasn't good enough for her brother, intentionally tagging me when she posted.

[Older Sister Luo has returned from completing her studies! The welcome banquet is also the engagement banquet!]

Even though I had mentally prepared myself, my eyes still stung the moment I opened it.

In the photo, the elders from both families were smiling happily, making the male and female leads look like a match made in heaven.

Shen Yu rarely wore a suit, looking like a noble, refined rich young master.

But his slightly furrowed brows and tightly pressed lips still betrayed his current restraint and control.

Then again, when the one you've longed for returns after being lost, who could hold back?

My finger scrolled down.

The comments were all uniform praise.

[Such a perfect match, I want a seat at the main table.]

[Such a perfect match, I'll gift a whole crate.]

The black text made my heart chaotic.

It was as if the whole world was reminding me that the real female lead had returned, and I, the sparrow occupying the magpie's nest, should make way for her.

So, I left a comment too:

[Such a perfect match, I'm gifting one ex-boyfriend.]

Chapter 4

"So graceful, Wen Sui." I comforted myself after posting.

Rather than making trouble and getting dumped, it's better to announce loudly to the whole world that you were the one who dumped him!

I deleted Shen Wei, then deleted Shen Yu's photos one by one.

Shen Yu rarely wore suits.

In my photos, he was always in hoodies.

No matter how long I called him "brother, brother" in bed, or how I tried to persuade him, he refused to wear a suit for me.

The tie I gave him never ended up around his neck, but was instead tied around his wrist.

But today.

Shen Yu actually wore it, dressing himself up like a peacock to go eat with the female lead.

This is going too far!

Someday, I must get that tie back!

When I got to the last photo, my fingers paused.

It was Shen Yu's profile as he slept soundly beside me.

He hadn't woken up yet, but I was excited all night, excitedly opening my mic to talk with my best friend.

"Fuck, I finally slept with him!"

"So it turns out, the cold handsome god's body isn't cold at all, like a little furnace!"

"I could hug him all winter!"

Just after taking the photo, Shen Yu woke up.

That night, he was fierce, torturing me until I was exhausted each time, yet he still remembered to press against my ear, breathing sexily.

"Hmm? Is it hot?"

I whimpered and shook my head begging for mercy, saying: "I was wrong, I don't want it anymore, ge... gege."

But the hands around my waist tightened even more.

"Not a little furnace? Winter isn't over yet, and you don't like it anymore? Hmm?"

I was so embarrassed by him.

But it seemed like only that once did I see Shen Yu's eyes lose control.

I was so tired I passed out.

In a daze, the tip of my ear was bitten in punishment.

"Next time, don't send it to anyone else."

So, there was one thing I said insincerely.

Shen Yu only knew one position, but he was a genius, naturally skilled to the extreme.

Just then, the dorm room door was knocked on.

"Wen Sui, this is from Senior Shen Yu."

Chapter 5

Shen Yu left after dropping off the items.

Before, he would confirm I had received them, then stand on the balcony and say to me: "Good night."

A cardboard box sat on the table.

Containing all the things I had left at his home.

My usual mouthwash, the pillow by his bed, my sleep aid incense...

The danmaku was full of praise:

[The male lead is awesome! Afraid the female lead would be sad seeing the supporting character's things, he packed them up and threw them over in advance.]

[But, he left something out, the seductive mood lamp the supporting character bought to seduce the male lead.]

I searched through the box, and indeed, it wasn't there.

I had a bad feeling about this.

[Finally! The broken mirror reunion scene is coming!]

[Tonight the female lead goes to the male lead's house, and after seeing this lamp, she becomes extremely jealous.]

[The male lead loses control, pressing her onto the bed, teasing her while comforting her.]

[As expected of our girl, turning on the supporting character's stomach-warming lamp, she can still make the male lead go seven times in one night.]

Stomach-warming lamp?

I laughed angrily.

I paid for that lamp, and getting mocked for it was one thing.

Why did it have to become part of their play?

By the time I realized I was being controlled by impulse, I was already standing at Shen Yu's doorstep in my pajamas.

My hands were nervously sweating.

I kept brainwashing myself—

I was just here to get the lamp.

Not deliberately to catch them cheating, and definitely not because I couldn't let go of Shen Yu.

I took a deep breath and entered my birthday.

"Unlock failed."

Shen Yu changed the password?

[How funny, now that the female lead is back, of course the password must be changed.]

The screen was full of danmaku mocking me.

I stubbornly continued, entering Shen Yu's birthday.

"Unlock failed."

[Supporting character, why don't you try the female lead's birthday? 230926.]

Fine, I'll try.

"23092..."

Suddenly the door opened.

"Do you fucking ever stop?"

Chapter 6

I heard Shen Yu's angry rebuke from above my head.

He had never even spoken a harsh word before.

Instantly, grievance surged forth.

"Are you sick? Why are you being so fierce?"

Seeing me, Shen Yu seemed surprised, his tightly furrowed brows instantly relaxing.

"Sui Sui, it's not, I..."

Just then, a woman's delicate, seductive moan came from inside the room.

"Brother, why, aren't you done yet..."

"Hmm... hurry up... come in..."

The scene the danmaku had described, even though I had imagined it a thousand times in my mind,

When it actually reached my ears,

I still felt such pain I couldn't breathe.

Tears unwillingly fell to the ground.

Even my voice had a crying tone: "Shen Yu, how could you... we just broke up, and you can't wait?"

In my room, on the bed where I slept.

"Doesn't she find it disgusting?"

After speaking, I rushed crying into the room.

I wanted to see for myself, just one look, and I would completely give up.

But Shen Yu's face was pale as he reached out to stop me.

I pushed him away.

"Get away! Don't touch me, aren't you disgusting?"

My force was great, Shen Yu's back hit the corner of the table with a muffled groan, his voice filled only with pleading: "Don't look... please don't."

It must have hurt, but I had no time to feel sorry for him.

At this moment, he was still afraid I would scare the female lead, he really was something.

I pushed the door open.

The familiar room was completely empty, yet the moans in my ears remained clear.

I turned my head, my gaze meeting the television screen, and my face instantly flushed.

Why was Shen Yu watching this so late at night?

And my pillow.

Was currently standing upright, placed in my usual sleeping position, covered with my lace nightgown.

Like a mannequin.

That mood lamp he always refused to turn on was now glowing purple-red.

My eyes burned, feeling my throat tighten: "You, are you sick? Doing this sort of thing late at night."

"Yeah, I'm sick." Having been discovered by me, Shen Yu didn't struggle anymore.

"Without you, I can't sleep at all."

He lowered his eyes, his voice filled with self-loathing.

"I'm so boring, and my body is so useless. It's only been a month, and you're already tired of me, throwing me away."

"But Sui Sui, I can learn."

He walked toward me with red-rimmed eyes, burying his face in my neck.

"I learned a lot tonight, won't you even test me before sentencing me to death?"

"I'm very smart, I learn everything quickly, you know that."

Chapter 7

Warm breath sprayed against the back of my ear.

My mind was in chaos.

I said I was tired of him, and he didn't get angry, instead secretly learning new tricks at home alone.

When he had always scoffed at such films.

Seeing I wasn't speaking, Shen Yu began to kiss me recklessly.

A faint scent of alcohol filled my mouth, his kissing technique was completely unstructured.

Somewhat urgently taking the initiative.

I almost lost myself when I saw the danmaku again.

[This is how it is, Shen Yu is still angry with the female lead right now, it's normal not to recognize his own feelings.]

[Besides, they just reunited tonight, it's normal to have desires.]

[Guess why the male lead never pleased the supporting character before? Why specifically tonight?]

The desire in Shen Yu's eyes made my heart sink to the bottom.

Before, he had been like a robot in bed that only followed instructions, until the very end when his eyes remained clear.

Not like now, his entire person seemed enveloped in unreleasable desire.

So I hardened my heart, biting his misbehaving tongue.

Pushing him away with all my strength.

"You don't like it like this?"

Shen Yu quickly regained his clarity, self-deprecatingly licking away the blood bead from his lip.

"I knew you didn't like it when I take the initiative."

I didn't speak, throwing the lace nightgown off the bed and turning off the mood lamp.

Shen Yu's gaze followed my movements.

"You like being in control of everything."

"So I just need to obediently hand the leash over to you."

"You say 'kneel' and I kneel; you say 'look up' and I look up. Now you suddenly say 'I don't want you anymore'."

"Does that mean I don't even have the right to follow you anymore?"

I took the mood lamp: "Then go to the person who wants you."

When I closed the door, I heard the sound of teeth gritting behind me.

"In your eyes, am I a dog who follows anyone?"

Chapter 8

The danmaku was all laughing at me for playing "hard to get," cursing that I would eventually play myself to death.

Only I knew that I just wanted to win a good ending for my family.

The Shen family's influence was too great, I didn't have the courage to gamble on Shen Yu's heart, crushing me would be as easy as crushing an ant for him.

The only thing I could do was to step aside.

Unexpectedly, Luo Yunchu came to find me.

I was originally waiting for someone at a coffee shop when she silently sat down across from me.

"Has anyone ever told you that you look a lot like me?"

Supporting characters are always stand-ins for the white moonlight.

I coldly looked at her: "I know, I gave birth to you, didn't I?"

Luo Yunchu didn't get angry, looking me up and down: "I went to A Yu's home the other day, I have to say, that lamp..."

She paused.

"But he got particularly excited afterward."

"He even hurt me."

Luo Yunchu rolled up her sleeve, revealing red ring marks on her wrist.

Shocking to see.

But she didn't know I could see the danmaku.

[Sigh, isn't the female lead being a bit low with this? I think the male lead didn't really do anything to her that night.]

[Can you blame our girl? It's all the supporting character's fault, her brain got caught in a door, she's not making trouble anymore!]

[Causing the male lead to not recognize his own heart, requiring the female lead to take personal action.]

Speechless! Even this had to be blamed on me.

I didn't want to bother with her, turning to leave.

The next second, my wrist was grabbed.

No matter how I tried, I couldn't shake it off.

The danmaku said: [Shen Yu arriving in 2 seconds.]

Since I was going to be blamed anyway, I might as well go all out.

The next second, I forcefully pushed Luo Yunchu down.

"Ah!"

The tablecloth was pulled down by her, coffee cups shattered everywhere.

She looked at me pitifully.

Her lips were pursed委屈ly, a single tear about to fall.

Sure enough, footsteps behind me quickened.

I sighed, preparing to be pushed away by Shen Yu.

My feet quietly moved two steps outward, away from the ceramic shards.

I was afraid of pain.

However, Shen Yu squatted directly in front of me.

"Does it hurt? Are you injured?"

"Let me take you to the hospital, okay?"

Chapter 9

Warm fingertips brushed over a drop of coffee on my calf.

"Did you get burned?"

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I should have been following you, protecting you."

Shen Yu's eyes were full of heartache and self-blame.

Not a single glance at Luo Yunchu.

[Fuck, male lead are you blind? The female lead's hand is bleeding, can't you see it?]

[And! The supporting character ordered iced Americano, what the hell burn, I'm really done!]

[The female lead is bleeding! Her piano-playing hand is bleeding! Male lead, can't you at least take a look?]

[Forget it, forget it, he must be possessed by the supporting character now, just wait for the wife-chasing crematorium later!]

"Shen Yu, I was the one who pushed her."

I couldn't help but state this fact.

"Yeah, I saw it."

Shen Yu was still squatting, looking up at me, "She made you unhappy, didn't she?"

I was speechless for a moment.

Was Shen Yu's love a bit too blind?

"A Yu." Luo Yunchu's voice was already choked with tears.

Confirming I was fine, Shen Yu stood up, coldly looking at her.

"Luo Yunchu, have I not told you what the consequences would be for approaching Wen Sui without permission?"

[Oh that line, clearly what the male lead says when threatening the vicious supporting character.]

[Right, the classic threatening scene when the supporting character sends bed photos to the female lead and the male lead finds out.]

[How did it all get reversed now?]

Watching Shen Yu's overbearing protective stance in front of me.

Luo Yunchu suddenly laughed.

She looked at me with a mocking expression: "Not bad, Wen Sui, impressive methods."

"Even a monster like Shen Yu can be trained like a dog by you, you must be proud, right?"

"But do you really think he's as clean and obedient as you see?"

"Do you want to see his other side in bed?"

Luo Yunchu's smile was terrifying.

She wanted to say more.

Shen Yu, already pale-faced, dragged her out of the coffee shop.

"I'm sorry, Sui Sui..."

"I'm sorry, wait for me, I will definitely explain to you."

After saying this, Shen Yu disappeared for more than half a month.

On the weekend, I came out of the library.

I vaguely saw Shen Yu's figure.

I looked closely, but there was only a tree in my sight.

A wave of sadness hit me, and I thought of Luo Yunchu's words again.

"Do you want to see his other side in bed?"

I couldn't help but mock myself.

What do you think that means? You're still foolishly waiting for an answer.

Just as tears were about to fall.

A pair of hands waved in front of me.

"Well, well, our little princess still goes to the library?"

Chapter 10

Looking up, Gong Jue was wearing a black jacket, hair combed back, sunglasses pushed down, holding an iced Americano in his right hand.

The picture of a dissolute young master.

I glared at him: "All cured?"

Gong Jue was my cousin. In his third year of high school, he was caught dating a boy.

My uncle, in anger, sent him abroad, vowing: "Don't come back until you've cured your sexual orientation!"

Unexpectedly, he dated even more crazily abroad, angering my uncle into the hospital.

Afraid of being beaten, he deliberately asked me to visit him with him.

"I'm saying, if that old man dares to beat me in the hospital room, I'll..."

Gong Jue had a wicked smile on his face, reaching out to mess up my hair.

"Beat his most beloved niece!"

I kicked him: "Get lost!"

"I was wrong! I was wrong!" Gong Jue ran a few steps, bending down to open the car door, "Princess, please get in!"

I took his hand, sitting in the passenger seat: "Alright, you may rise."

"Hey!"

We had loved playing since we were young, and this commotion immediately dispelled the earlier gloom.

Neither of us noticed Shen Yu in the rearview mirror.

Half his face hidden in darkness, his gaze like a knife, pale as paper.

Over the next few days.

Gong Jue would occasionally come to the school to find me.

The locations were either the basketball court or the playground, and he dressed particularly flamboyantly.

Under the guise of "scouting male college students."

Those who didn't know the truth spread rumors that I had dumped Shen Yu and was cheating with this 180cm male model.

There was even photographic evidence—it was Gong Jue eating in the cafeteria, finding my hair in the way, and reaching up to tie it for me.

Half of the comments called me a cheating woman, the other half shipped us as a couple.

What could I do?

I couldn't exactly shout through a megaphone: "Gong Jue is a pure bottom," could I?

In the afternoon, as we were walking, Gong Jue suddenly turned around.

"Sui, do you feel something eerie behind us?"

"This is a playground, you've watched too many horror movies." I kicked a pebble by my foot.

"No! I suspect someone is following me."

Gong Jue said, looking around suspiciously.

Making sure no one was there, he put his arm around my shoulder: "Forget it, come with me somewhere this afternoon."

Chapter 11

Only when we arrived did I discover.

The place Gong Jue wanted to go was actually an adult store.

He casually picked up two bottles of men's lubricant.

Seeing me empty-handed, he smiled somewhat embarrassedly: "Sui, do you want to pick something..."

"You use them slowly yourself." I just wanted to get out quickly.

The staff's measuring gaze made me extremely uncomfortable.

After paying and leaving the store.

"Fuck! That uneasy feeling is back again!"

"It's that kind."

"It's like the whole body is filled, mixed with a hint of inexplicable excitement amidst the fear..."

I thought Gong Jue was cracking dirty jokes in public.

Angry, I punched him: "Old Gong, shut up!"

As soon as I said this, I heard a car's screeching brakes and the driver's angry curse: "Fuck, are you trying to die!"

Gong Jue and I turned our heads at the sound, only to see Shen Yu standing motionless in the middle of the road.

"Sui Sui, you... what did you just call him?"

The speeding car honked its horn, brushing past his clothes.

Shen Yu ignored everything, walking toward me with a pale face: "I must have heard wrong, right?"

"You've never called me that before..."

He was even getting wronged.

But he hadn't explained Luo Yunchu to me, so why should I explain Gong Jue first?

"Just what you heard." I linked arms with the man beside me, turning to leave.

Completely ignoring the abandonment in Shen Yu's eyes after being dumped by me.

"Your ex-boyfriend?" Gong Jue looked back a few times, "Hey, I've seen him before."

My footsteps paused.

"By your dorm building, and the playground, basketball court... because he's good-looking, I even took a few extra looks."

"Oh right! Yesterday morning, when I came out of the hospital, he was there too."

"Wearing a mask, silently following behind me, holding a stick in his hand, looking like he wanted to kill someone."

"Fortunately, I was smart enough to hide in the women's restroom, otherwise, you wouldn't be seeing me now."

Chapter 12

Gong Jue's fear didn't seem fake.

But in my memory, Shen Yu wasn't this kind of person at all.

He was sunny, kind, full of breeding in every gesture.

Once, I saw a dying sparrow at the school gate.

Just as I was about to pick it up, Shen Yu beat me to it, carefully wrapping it in a handkerchief and taking it away.

At that moment, I felt he was as pure and harmless as an angel.

How could such a person be the变态 stalker Gong Jue described?

My footsteps paused, I turned back.

Shen Yu was still standing in place, like a small dog wax figure drenched in rain.

I let Gong Jue go first.

His eyes instantly lit up: "Sui Sui."

"You were following him?" I asked lightly.

Shen Yu, who originally wanted to hug me, froze his hand in mid-air, not speaking.

"Did you want to hit him?" I asked again.

"You only care about him?" Shen Yu self-deprecatingly pulled his lips, "What if I said I wanted to kill him?"

"Scary, isn't it?"

"But what can I do? Seeing him by your side, I just find him so annoying."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing: "Shen Yu, you weren't like this before, that sparrow..."

"The sparrow?" he interrupted, his eyes holding a sickly smile, "Because you were looking at it then."

He reached out to brush the bangs from my forehead, gently tucking them behind my ear.

"Wen Sui, I didn't do this because I have a big heart."

"I want your eyes to only look at me forever."

The moment cool fingers touched my skin.

My scalp went numb, and I nearly fled in panic.

Shen Yu watched me throw his hand away like trash.

His whole person shattered to the extreme, even his voice trembling: "Tell me, you chose him because of the child?"

"If you say so, then it is."

Shen Yu smiled and said good, I understand.

I saw him raise his hand, wiping his eyes, the back of his hand wet.

My chest suddenly felt tight.

I made him cry again.

He was such a proud person.

At this moment, the danmaku began to celebrate.

[The male lead should give up now, right?]

[Thanks to the supporting character's lack of vision, repeatedly pushing the male lead toward the female lead, we have a chance at the main table.]

[But why do I feel that the supporting character is also very sad, looking like she's about to cry.]

Realizing my expression was wrong.

I immediately turned and left.

Chapter 13

A week later.

Gong Jue said he was returning abroad and asked if I wanted to go with him?

With the holidays approaching, I agreed.

On the way to the airport.

Gong Jue asked me: "Do you still like your ex-boyfriend?"

For a moment, I couldn't answer this question.

If there were no "broken mirror reunion" setting, would I have broken up?

Obviously not.

Shen Yu was perfect—looks, figure, intelligence, breeding, every quality was exactly what I wanted.

Though his possessiveness was a bit much.

But thankfully, I wasn't the type to get entangled with others.

"Forget it, asking is useless." Gong Jue suddenly looked at me seriously.

"There's something I need to clarify."

"I went back and checked the hospital surveillance."

"The one with the stick wasn't your ex-boyfriend, it was another pervert. It was too dark, I saw wrong and misunderstood him, sorry."

"What?!" Now it was my turn to be speechless.

Gong Jue kept apologizing profusely.

"I only found out after watching the video, your ex-boyfriend not only helped me deal with that pervert but his right hand also took a hit."

"The other guy's attack... was quite heavy."

Suddenly, the image of Shen Yu's ferocious expression when I pushed him flashed in my mind.

And that lonely, self-mocking—

"You only care about him?"

I really wanted to beat Gong Jue up.

How upset must Shen Yu have been?

I wanted to ask the driver to stop.

But the driver suddenly turned around and sprayed something at the back seat, and our consciousness was instantly lost.

When I woke up, I was lying on a cold operating table.

Strange English phrases filled my ears, full of incomprehensible professional terms.

"Awake? Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere?" Shen Yu's warm breath leaned over.

I opened my eyes and looked around.

Three foreigners in white coats were standing by my bedside, and I immediately sat up in alarm.

The next second, Shen Yu pulled me into his arms, telling them to leave.

"Sui Sui, don't be afraid, I'm here."

Chapter 14

Shen Yu said this was the world's largest genetic laboratory.

They could edit embryonic genes, even change DNA, making him the biological father of my child.

"Soon, we'll have a child." His face lightly rested against my lower abdomen, his eyes holding a sickly attachment.

My mind was buzzing.

My guilt toward him was instantly replaced by unspeakable shock.

I shouted and pushed him away: "Don't touch me! I don't want to do this!"

Shen Yu's body stiffened: "You don't want me, you want that man? What can he give you?"

His eyes red, trembling as he tried to kiss me.

"Sui Sui, he's such a coward, only knowing how to hide in the restroom when facing danger."

"Useless in bed too, needs lubricant."

"Can a body like that please you?"

"Oh, and he's dirty, unlike me."

Shen Yu lifted my hand, pressing his face against my palm, rubbing against it, "Forever yours alone."

He said word by word: "Exclusively Wen Sui's."

Shen Yu compared himself to Gong Jue like a commodity.

His whole being humbly begging: Master, choose me.

My heart ached: "Shen Yu, do you have no self-respect?"

As soon as I said this, my tears broke through, falling on his arm.

Shen Yu completely panicked, urgently helping me wipe them away, only to find that the more he wiped, the more tears fell.

"That's enough, stop crying, we won't do it."

"I was thinking, if I were the child's father, you wouldn't discard me so easily,"

"It's my fault, I scared you."

Actually, I wasn't afraid of this.

It was just that in that moment, my heart, which I had held back for so long, suddenly ached intensely.

Shen Yu was such a high and mighty person, becoming cautious because of me, repeatedly throwing away his pride to bow his head.

But I was trapped in an unknown plot.

Without any clues, I only felt that "abandoning him" was the simplest option.

I forgot that he, who knew nothing, would also be sad.

I sighed: "Shen Yu, if this world is a broken mirror reunion novel, and you are destined to fall in love with Luo Yunchu again, what should I do?"

"What you feel for me now might just be resentment from me pushing you away."

"Or perhaps, you haven't recognized your own feelings yet."

Chapter 15

Shen Yu stared at me without blinking, seemingly trying to digest what I had said.

Then he took my hand and pressed it to his heart: "Did you hear it?"

"It says it only loves you, it did before, it does now, and it will even more in the future."

"And, baby, your hypothesis doesn't hold."

"The premise of a broken mirror reunion is 'reunion,' but I never loved Luo Yunchu to begin with, so how could I fall in love with her again?"

I didn't react for a moment: "You never loved her? Then what happened between you two before..."

My wrist was suddenly grasped tightly.

Shen Yu self-loathingly released it again.

He knelt on the ground, head bowed, not daring to look at me.

"When I was 18, Luo Yunchu drugged me."

I was stunned.

Shen Yu's voice was somewhat suppressed.

"The dose was quite heavy, I forgot many details, only that it was disgusting, so disgusting I wished I could strangle her right on the bed."

"When I woke up the next day, I was in the ICU, covered in injuries, probably self-inflicted to maintain consciousness."

"Outside, everyone spread rumors that I chased her abroad for love, even the reports said 'Shen and Luo families' marriage imminent'."

"It was all fake, to cover one truth—that is—"

Shen Yu laughed coldly: "I almost killed her."

Chapter 16

Shen Yu didn't elaborate on what happened after.

He only remembered that the woman begged like a dog, tugging at his pant leg: "A Yu, I was wrong, I love you too much."

Loving him enough to want to use a child to tie him down.

Shen Yu's eyes were cold: "Is that so?"

Wen Sui always said he was very obedient, but once his bottom line was touched, he could be more ruthless than anyone.

If not for the Luo family stepping in to beg for peace, Luo Yunchu wouldn't have survived three days in his hands.

After returning to China, Shen Yu had a vasectomy.

Even though nothing substantial had happened that day, he still felt dirty.

At one point, he broke down, using a knife to cut his skin, wanting new skin to grow.

But the healed wounds would be unbearably itchy, like ants gnawing at them.

Until one summer afternoon.

Wen Sui appeared.

"Senior, are you not feeling well?"

"Is it a fever?" The girl placed her hand on my forehead, "Strange, not hot."

In that moment, Shen Yu had found his lifeline.

He liked Wen Sui's touch.

Liked her mischievous little hands roaming all over his body.

Even more, he liked it when she hooked him, actively offering his most vulnerable parts to her palm.

Emitting uncontrollable tremors.

Wen Sui's fingertips tightened, she laughed and said: "Don't move!"

Shen Yu groaned, raising his head: "Baby, I'm at your disposal."

He lowered his proud head, submitting willingly.

On his 22nd birthday, Shen Yu wore the suit Wen Sui liked, tied the tie she gave him, and hid a ring in his suit pocket.

He decided to propose.

Unexpectedly, Luo Yunchu returned.

She said: "A Yu, I actually recorded it that day. Guess what will happen when Wen Sui sees it?"

Seeing him naked on a strange hotel bed, tormented to madness by drugs.

No.

Wen Sui could never know, Wen Sui liked him clean.

Shen Yu regretted it so much, he should have, back then abroad, ignored both families' pleas and killed Luo Yunchu.

But it wasn't too late now.

Chapter 17

Shen Yu hung his head, looking like he had been abandoned by the world.

"Sui Sui, I never touched her."

"She gave me a heavy dose of drugs, I injured myself to barely maintain my sanity."

Shen Yu looked up at me, tears slipping from the corners of his eyes: "I'm clean, believe me, don't... don't want me."

[The author is sick! Using the phrase 'indescribable' for such an explosive plot, making us think wrong.]

[The female lead is too disgusting, the male lead is so pitiful.]

[Wuwu, the puppy isn't dirty, the puppy is just afraid of being abandoned by his master.]

[Supporting character, stop pushing the male lead away, he can't live without you.]

[Can you hug him? He looks like he's about to shatter!]

The first time we were intimate, I saw the small cuts on Shen Yu's body.

Like willow leaves, covering his entire body.

I stopped, repeatedly caressing them, asking what happened?

Shen Yu covered my eyes and said: "It's a physical condition, even a scratch leaves a scar, if you don't like it, I'll get rid of them."

Not long after, his body indeed returned to its fair complexion.

My heart suddenly ached.

I no longer wanted to care about the so-called plot or settings.

I knelt down, cupping Shen Yu's face, repeatedly kissing away his tears: "I won't abandon you, never will abandon you."

His eyelashes trembled, still moist, but now he stared straight at me.

"You can't go back on your word, Sui Sui, I'll really die without you."

"I won't go back on my word, but you have to promise me, never hurt yourself again."

My fingertips slid across his lower lip, pressing down, "Not here either."

More than once I had discovered.

When Shen Yu's emotions were overwhelming, he would bite his lower lip until it bled.

"But if I don't bite myself, I can't help it."

"I'll want to kiss you, and also want to..."

A wet feeling on my fingertip, I saw a pink tongue licking it again and again.

Even taking a small bite.

My ears instantly turned red.

"Who told you to hold back?" I angrily hooked his collar, "Are you a puppy? Still biting people."

Shen Yu suddenly leaned down: "Hmm, I'm your puppy."

His kisses traveled from the corner of my mouth downward, the operating table was narrow.

Just thinking about a foreign laboratory made my blood rush.

Fortunately, without Shen Yu's orders, no one dared to enter.

Suddenly, a light laugh came from beside my ear.

"Master, the bed is too short, can I kneel on the floor to kiss you?"

No.

I just casually mentioned puppy, and he adapted to it himself?

"So annoying, you... don't ask this kind of, ah."

But at the final moment, he suddenly stopped again.

"No, it will affect the child."

The remorse and worry in the man's eyes weren't fake.

He had looked so aggrieved since earlier, blaming me for forgetting to explain.

"There's no child! No one else!" I bit his Adam's apple, "Only you!"

"So starting now, if you say one more word of nonsense, get out!"

Shen Yu froze.

Seemingly still digesting the three words "only you."

His obsidian-like eyes brightened.

If he had a tail behind him, it would be spinning like a propeller right now.

"A male model can't be as clean as me."

His furry head buried in my neck laughing, pulling my hand downward from his abs.

"And, I've learned so much, test me."

Chapter 18

Worthy of a top student.

This session, I actually slept for a whole day and night, opening my eyes to the familiar bed, familiar cabinets.

I was in Shen Yu's room.

How impressive.

One sleep, I went abroad. Another sleep, I came back.

Thinking of Gong Jue, only one word came to mind.

Beauty leads one astray!

I quickly called to contact him.

"Fuck, I'm in Africa!"

The person on the other end cursed Shen Yu up and down.

The culprit came in with milk: "Awake? Are you tired?"

Shen Yu tried to kiss me, but I grabbed his chin.

"Shen Yu, where did you send my brother?"

Shen Yu guiltily rubbed his nose.

"That, I only found out this morning that he's your cousin."

"Don't worry, I just sent him abroad... for vacation, to relax."

On the other end of the phone, Gong Jue howled: "My ass, vacation!"

"As soon as I woke up, my ID card and passport were gone, damn it, he even arranged three scantily clad beauties to take personal care of me!"

"I'm a pure bottom! Fuck! Wen Sui, you tell him to wait!"

"When he comes to meet the parents, I'll be the first to stand up and object!"

Shen Yu visibly panicked.

I threw the phone to him: "Whoever caused the trouble, solves it."

My brother, this bottom, could be really mean when he wanted to be.

After half an hour of cursing.

Until Shen Yu promised to immediately send a private plane for him, with the pilot being an ultimate top.

Gong Jue finally agreed—

This matter would never reach my parents' ears.

After hanging up, I asked curiously: "Where did you meet this ultimate top?"

Shen Yu said he had found Gong Jue's high school classmate, now the youngest captain at Southern Airlines.

I nodded.

"You want them to... have a broken mirror reunion?"

Shen Yu immediately frowned.

Flipping over to press down on me, biting my collarbone.

"Never mention that phrase again!"

Oh.

He had PTSD from "broken mirror reunion."

I touched the bite mark, and the red marks of varying depths on my body.

Silently cursed in my heart.

Shen Yu was getting more and more dog-like.

Chapter 19

My best friend heard that Shen Yu and I had reconciled.

She chased after me asking for the reason.

I couldn't hide it, so I briefly explained about being able to see the danmaku.

"Then what about me? What role am I?" she excitedly asked.

I shrugged: "Just the best friend of the vicious supporting character."

"After my family went bankrupt, you still tried to save me, and were implicated by Shen Yu."

"Your father was afraid of the Shen family, so he married you off to a 50-year-old man."

"Fuck! That bastard!" My best friend swore to the heavens, "On the wedding day, Shen Yu is finished!"

Because I had been drinking.

When I got home, that sense of grievance flooded over me again.

Shen Yu poured me honey water, coaxing me to shower and sleep.

I suddenly pushed him away: "I haven't finished my thesis yet, I can't sleep!"

"This time I need to come up with ten innovative points, don't even think about reporting me for plagiarism, you bastard! I don't want to work at bars, wuwu!"

Tears surged out, and Shen Yu was stunned.

Kept wiping my tears: "Don't cry, who dares to make you work at bars, I'll help you kill them, okay?"

I choked back a sob and asked: "What if it's you?"

Shen Yu blinked, utterly serious: "Then I'll kill myself."

After showering, Shen Yu said he had a gift for me.

He had originally planned to take it out after I sobered up.

He thought about it and felt that now might be more appropriate.

I sat on the edge of the bed, Shen Yu knelt on the floor, holding my hand together to open the gift box on his knee.

"Is it a necklace?" I untied the bow.

"Something like that." He said.

Opening the box, it was a choker, combining leather and metal.

I was confused.

Shen Yu held my hand, guiding it to his sexy Adam's apple: "Good, help me put it on."

I couldn't help but swallow.

"Shy?" His eyes were full of laughter, "Didn't you say before you wanted to put a collar on me?"

When we first got together, I had a sudden idea and bought a bunch of collars and chains.

But Shen Yu refused to wear them, saying it was too strange.

I thought he was conservative and never mentioned it again.

Now he had actually bought one himself.

In the air, the metal buckle made a "click" sound.

Shen Yu's Adam's apple bobbed, occasionally brushing against the metal beneath.

Incredibly sexy.

My fingers intentionally drew circles on it: "Isn't this supposed to be a gift for me? You're wearing it yourself?"

"Don't worry." Shen Yu kissed my wrist.

"This bracelet and choker are a pair."

I looked down as he seriously fastened it.

"My choker has a chip implanted, with several very fine needles hidden inside, the switch is on your bracelet."

"If one day, something you're afraid of really happens."

"My life is yours to take at any time."

Shen Yu's gaze was too devout, my mind buzzed.

Like a bomb had exploded.

This was a common plot in science fiction.

Humans controlled androids by putting collars on them, condescendingly mastering their life and death.

I thought they were miserable.

Let alone Shen Yu, who wasn't an android.

"You're crazy! No, no, take it off, it's too dangerous!" I fumbled to remove it, but he held my hand.

"Once it's on, it can't be removed."

Shen Yu said, this is your gift.

"I'm giving myself to you."

"Baby, do you want me or not?"

There was also a diamond ring in my palm, very dazzling.

More dazzling than it was the light in Shen Yu's eyes right now.

"I want you!" I kissed him without hesitation.

No one in the world could refuse an ultra-loyal puppy!

Chapter 20

Shen Yu's Extra Story 1

Before I was 18, Luo Yunchu was an optional childhood neighbor to me.

After I was 18, I wanted to kill her.

I will never forget that day.

When I opened my eyes, my hands were cuffed to the headboard, almost completely naked.

But the culprit smiled innocently: "What should I do? Thinking about going abroad makes me so reluctant to leave A Yu."

"A Yu won't fall for someone else, will you?"

A wave of nausea washed over me, but no matter how I struggled, I couldn't break free: "Fall in love with your mother! Get away!"

Luo Yunchu became even more excited: "A Yu, aren't you uncomfortable? I was afraid your willpower was too strong, so I gave you triple the dose!"

I thought she was crazy.

She tried her best to please me, but I only felt disgust.

Until the metal handcuffs rubbed blood on my wrists, and the entire headboard was red.

"Stop struggling, please." Luo Yunchu panicked, "We are the male and female leads, destined to be together."

What male and female leads.

I coldly looked at her: "If you want to die, then continue."

Unexpectedly, four years later.

Luo Yunchu was so shameless as to tell me she had a recording and wanted to send it to Wen Sui.

Wen Sui was my bottom line.

So, I used my overseas influence to send Luo Yunchu to a mental hospital in Africa.

With only one instruction: "You can injure her, but you can't kill her."

What she owes me, she must repay slowly.

Shen Yu's Extra Story 2

After that, I developed "skin aversion syndrome."

No matter who it was, man or woman, if they touched me, I wanted to kill them.

Except for Wen Sui.

But she seemed to have forgotten our first meeting.

When we met again, it was under the ginkgo tree at school.

"Wow, he looks so well-behaved, so clean."

I was wearing headphones, and Wen Sui thought I didn't hear her as she pointed at me and said to her friend: "Hoodies and windbreakers are indeed the best cosmetic for male college students."

She also said a senior in a suit was chasing her, looking so old-fashioned.

"If I see him wearing these clothes again, sitting here, then it's fate, and I'll chase him!"

That day when I returned home.

I threw out all the formal wear at home, changing into clothes similar to today's outfit.

However, Wen Sui never appeared again.

I sat under the tree like a homeless stray dog.

Had she found out something?

Did she also think I was dirty?

That unease surged up again, and I began to feel uncomfortable all over, almost crushing my headphones.

Just then.

"Senior, I bought you fever-reducing medicine last time, you still haven't thanked me."

I paused, looking up.

Wen Sui said indignantly: "You had a fever that day, and I even touched your forehead."

She demonstrated in front of me again.

My body, once again, had no aversion, instead lingering on her touch.

"Have you forgotten?"

My voice was extremely hoarse: "No."

Rather than saying Wen Sui took the initiative to pursue me, it's better to say I willingly fell into her trap.

Soon, we were together.

Once, she used my computer to send a message to her best friend and forgot to log out.

[Shen Yu is so well-behaved and pure, his ears turn red just from a kiss.]

[I really want to train him, he must be a good puppy in bed.]

The other replied: [Sister, what are you waiting for, tie him up!]

She actually secretly bought a pair of handcuffs and hid them by the bed.

Bad memories surfaced again.

I thought I would be very resistant.

"Brother, you're trembling, are you scared?" Seeing something was wrong with me, Wen Sui anxiously went to get the key.

"Don't." I stopped her, "Continue."

After that night, the bad memories were overwritten.

I had only one thought at the time—

Whatever kind of Shen Yu Wen Sui liked, I would be that kind of Shen Yu.

Even if it cost me my life.

Oh, except for one thing.

That mood lamp... really wasn't working.

Actually, I had secretly turned it on a few times.

The light was so strange, it made me look especially like...

I was for sale.

(The End)